As pride goes before fall and humility before honour in the same way knowing God's love (it's width, length, depth and height) goes before the fullness of God.
From the Father’s Heart
The Father loves Jesus fully and completely, it is a perfect love. He loves Jesus with all His heart without any restrain. We who are unworthy to receive any good from God are accepted by God the Father because of Jesus.
And Joshua said, "By this you shall know that the living God is among you, and that He will without fail drive out from before you the Canaanites and the Hittites and the Hivites and the Perizzites and the Girgashites and the Amorites and the Jebusites.
When Jesus removes the self nature from your soul, which you inherited from Adam, Jesus will fill that place in your soul with Himself.
Pharaoh sent and called Joseph, and they brought him quickly out of the dungeon; and he shaved, changed his clothing, and came to Pharaoh.
To become the Bride of Jesus and have Him possess us completely we too have to go through the same experience that Jesus went through - cross, death, burial and resurrection.
Only through the death of self we become one with God. There cannot be two wills or two personalities in a single person.
There is a new move of God/Revival coming that exceeds all other moves or Revivals.
You have tried with all your heart to give yourself to the Lord 100%, but you have not been able to do so.
The devil had cast some of you into the prison to be tried and to have tribulation for a certain period of time. You lost your liberty, unable to decide or accomplish anything.